Morning gets tougher day by day. I feel weak due to high doses of medication and yes mental illness too. Everything was the same as day 2.
I was on a routine with my meds, meditation, food, drinks, etc. I was missing the cool breeze outside the house, garden, playing with kids, gossiping with ladies, etc. I was inside a closed room. Because of my infection, Ved only moves out of the house for an emergency or to get provision. He misses his game he uses to play with the other fellas of our society. We were completely shut from the outside world.
In the evening, I was just recalling the moments I use to spend with Ved, in the garden, terrace, our bike rides, etc. Later it stuck in my mind whether things will be the same after 11 days. Will the people accept me as they use to do earlier, will they visit our place for a movie or a cup of tea or shopping I went into this thought completely, Ved knocked on the door and kept hot water on the table which placed beside my room. He asked about my intense thoughts which were running inside my mind. After listening to my thoughts he smiled and said: “why to think about them who were never with us during our bad times, ALL WE NEED IS EACH OTHER”. Ved left after saying these words and I too agreed with every word he said.
Though staying inside is not good but trust u get your me-time. I started thinking about how to utilizes this time how to make this productive. I asked Ved to get my crochet hooks and yarn to make some good things. It’s been a long time of trying to make some good stuff but now I have planned to watch some tutorials and prepare some things.
I started working on a design and that’s it time flew and the day came to an end. I had dinner, meds then the final temperature and spo2 check, milk, and then back to sleep. After 20 mins my phone rang I checked it was Ved. It was a video call, I remember I missed saying good night. We had a 30 mins conversation, he was missing me a lot he asked me to take care and then we slept.
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